Did you ever have a morning when you woke up feeling better about everything? Things for people to take you long ago come flooding back, and the way you felt and is fresh in your mind. Things to people might do to you today or tomorrow or within the next month on your mind , and you can't let go of how people are making you feel... without them even doing anything to you.
That's the way I woke up this morning. I can't get rid of this feeling of bitterness, even though nothing has happened to me in quite a while to make me feel this way. I didn't even have bad dreams last night, that I can remember. But I keep replaying scenarios in my head of things that have never happened, and likely won't happen, and I can't shake the feeling that it is giving me.
It's amazing how much writing can help, though. I already feel this weight lifting from my chest. So thank you for listening! I feel a hundred times better.
